Recollections.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

went to Singapore Sports School today to find Mrs Lilian Soong... haha.. but she not around.. change her number... but still...the staff there manage to get her thru the phone for us...
wad a fruitless trip.. but nvm la.. still get to see how sports school is like.. got bowling alley..2 swimming pool..nice place to stay la...

great.. tml going back to SQSS..hopefully will be a great trip..

gonna see a few impt teachers in my life.. like Mr Liu...Kelvin Tay...Mdm De Silva..erm.. Wendy ? hahaha

i really think that everything is part of a pattern...
during sec 2.. got forms for us to fill in to op wad stream the school should have during Sec 3...
i love literature and bio that time.. so my choice wad pure bio sub chem and sub phy...

ended up in sec 3... i never get both.. it turn out to be pure phy.. sub bio and chem... no lit for me.. pretty sad.. haha..

ended up retain.. and get wad i want.. Pure Bio.. did pretty good.. haha
the o lvl turn out not as well..
i told many peeps that i never gonna do bio agian.. however..
still choose a few bio course for my poly... ended up in Biotech...
still bio..tourism.. business.. all nv get inside...
socre worst than other people choose biotech
still can get into biotech
i think.. bio is stuck onto me..
i'm stuck onto bio..
once agian
No such thing as Coincidence
Nothing is accidental
Nothing random
Maybe,Everything is part of a pattern...

at 5:10 PM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

distance
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When i try to reach for you
i hold back
fear things might change
frighten that things would turn out worst
scared that i would lose you forever

When you seems closer
i felt so far away from you
afraid that everything is just a dream
terrified of illusion
worried of lies

When you disappear
fear
fright
scared
afraid
terrified
worried
all would fall upon me
hoping that you can be by my side
and never were to leave again
this show the importance of you to me

so

are we that far apart ?

at 11:40 PM

No such thing as Coincidence
Nothing is accidental
Nothing random
Maybe,
Everything is part of a pattern

taken from Blood Game, By Richard Laymon

at 3:35 PM

a paper bag life
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our live
is such a paper bag life

too much burden
too much stress
we would be busted wide open

people start nagging
people start scolding
saliva came pouring
drentching us wet
and we would never be the same again

every folds
every furrows
are part of us
never will they be gone
forever serve as precious memories
precious lesson

fire blazing
ending our life
turning us into ashes
serving as memories
to the others around us

random thoughts.. after playing DOTA and ppl say my Specture life like paper bag.. haha
i think im creative

at 3:35 PM

i swear..it's death this time...

at 3:35 PM

Monday, August 27, 2007

haiz.. haha.. last time job go fir interview can already.. now..

need resume.. troublesome.. but no chioce.. need the $$$ for licence and everything.. hahaha..

after interview went to MSP..

OMG.. miss those old man down there.. hahaha

met captain.. met santana.. haha.. great.. they nvr change.. hahah

getting new boat for the kusu island and st john island trip.. haha

nice.. after the arrive.. think should go and try...

that's all.. time for resume

at 6:27 PM

Saturday, August 25, 2007

went vivo to watch 881 with my cuz my mum..and a few aunt.. total up 10 ppl..

most of them crying..

i was pissed by my brother and the guy beside me...

my bro dunno his way to vivo cine.. dun wanna ask info counter...shit him la... missed so much of my trailer...haha

than the guy beside me.. ate nachos..ate some funny sweet.. than thru out the movie ...
he was BREATHING using is MOUTH
OMG.. it STINK LA.. CHESSE plus SOME FREAKING werid smell...
breather so loud some more.. maybe too loud for me la...
cant do anything... turn beside and tell him stop breathing ?...

great moive though.. will enjoy if u understand hokkien

at 11:14 PM

Friday, August 24, 2007

only the third day of Hols.. im feeling so damn bored

haha..i need a job

so can go work in the morning.. than come home at night sleep..

if not really nothing to do..

bored~

at 12:27 AM

Monday, August 20, 2007

IPC is crazy...about 45 questions in 2hours... cant finnish.. but overall shld be passing la..

exams are over..and i wonder...wad to do next..haha

learn a very good lesson.. must not sleep in lecture... really miss out too much..

this sem is try out sem... next sem.. time to get serious.. hahaha

result out on 14sept... dun wanna see kwoh....zZz

at 11:24 PM

our relationship is like equilibrium
whatever happen to us
we would help each other to tide thru
and return back to equilibrium once again
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Maths is like Hess law
no matter how great my grade are
it's still the same
i hate Maths
---------
if You're Oxygen
then I'm Hydrogen
the bond between us
is forever strong
---------
if You're water
than I'm Mg ribbon
You help me burn bright
---------
if You're a tree
than I'm carbon Dioxide
always there for You
---------
my love for You is like Hess law
no matter how long the journey
how complicated things are
it result would still be
i love you *a better version of hess law*
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chemical-phage... hahah.. great great.. will pass microbio paper today.. but dun think gonna do very well...
10marks gone.. for nonsense ans again...hopefully it does make some sense
great cant waitfor tml to come.. IPC..
clear it.. and it's all over for this sem..
finally.. hopefully no more maths

at 11:24 PM

Sunday, August 19, 2007

cheerleader and her body slice for autopsy... TO AISYAH..
this is not porn...

cut scene from Heroes

at 1:28 AM

sept 01---- Heroes world tour at Vivo city and NBA maddness tour at Velocity
sept 06---- Lustrous @ Velvet Dragon. presales 18 bucks
sept 09---- High School Musical 2
sept 17---- Emmy Awards
sept 20---- Survivor china @ US
sept 24---- Heroes season 2 !!!!
sept 27---- Grey's Anatomy season 4 *i don't watch*

haha.. cant wait for sept to arrive

so happening...

IPC not stressing me too much... a good sign.. if not i gonna have sleepless night again..
time to sleep..haha.. tml is a day of microbio

IPC, I'm Puke-ing Chemical
MBIO, Mirco Bio Is Onerous
Math, IT'S RUBBISH

If I'm a Painter, then Painting is my life
And You'll be the Paint
Without Paint, I'll be Lifeless
Just like when I'm without You

hahaha.. random~

at 1:28 AM

Friday, August 17, 2007

great great...

a total screwed day today

maths cannot do at all

not feeling well

not in the mood to do anything

feel so sad and bad

end of story

at 9:11 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007

after doing IPC for few months.. i think today i have the most enjoyable time with IPC..
i figure out things regrading Acid Bases and Salt.. take me like 2 hours.. just to understand and figure out how to ans this stupid question..
the pH of a 0.1M acetic acid soln is 2.88. find Ka...

Create Yours @ NackVision

and i took so long to figure it out.. better come out for exam !!

off to sleep.. later will be a whole damn day of maths

love~

at 12:33 AM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

done with mbio.. just need to go thru some past year paper will do.. i hope.. i think..i suppose..

now the ipc and maths is giving me sleepless night.. oh boy..

slept at 2am.. woke up at 9am.. how nice..

haiz.. o lvl got so many subject also not stress.. now only 3.. why so stress sia..

at 1:57 AM

Monday, August 13, 2007

was watching lost last night...was about death.. than if someone meant to die... he/she will die no matter how things change.. today never die tml he will die...

so..
12 oct 2002..
bali bombing..killed 202

11 sept 2001
9/11..killed 2794

7 july 2005
london bombing..killed 56

death stirred... when i our turn? later on ? tommorow ? or could it never happen?...someday~

suay.. caught by some libraian today.. for eating in the discussion room.. hahaha.. was issued warning letter.. so suay..hahaha.. this i "no no " (dunno) who lady..so fierce la..hahaha.. come in scold me jes and lene in some broken english.. than i tried to reply her with "oh" .. "alright".. "ya".. hahah..to stop myself from laughing.. not like the uncle la.. never give chance one.. hahaha..back to mbio`

at 11:41 PM

Friday, August 10, 2007

there's a huge screen outside cityhall mrt there.. huge screen=large crowd=lots of toilet

this was after the fireworks..ppl trying to get their way out of the bridge..hahaha

nice fireworks ytd.. lots of ppl but never regret going la.. although like only 2 ppl.. hahah.. met arifin there.. he cycled there la... hahah.. pretty wise choice i guess.. hahaha..saw many people.. all sorts of races la...

after the fireworks went to town meet up with nathan fren... gabriel and pearlyn.. hahah.. they were like couple la.. than i was wondering why i so dumb follow nathan here be the lightbulb somemore dun even know them at out.. but the turn out not too bad.. they are nice ppl to hang around with la.. can joke around..chat around.. than went coffee club with them... cant drink the coffee scare later gastric.. lolol.. coz past few round i drank at coffee club i ended up with gastric pain.. hahaha.. really nice knowing nathan's frens la.. haha...

think gonna start my preparation for exam tml already.. hahah..

at 2:41 PM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

omg.. i dunno wads with my mumsy.. suddenly so many chopstick at the kitchen..like 13pairs la.. i got a family of four only~..

i so love the 20dollar notes manz.. coz it's orange.. haha

and i think im sick.. im actually looking forward to the national day rally.. more than the parade.. shit.. am i too stress? hahaha

at 11:22 PM

arhh..irman.. you're as stupid as jestyn khoo

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:

ONE- i want a car! car licence is easy and cheaper to get
TWO- Labrador
THREE- GPA 3.5-4.. haha
FOUR- let all the mathematician disappear
FIVE- A Happy Family
Answer the following questions.
1.(the person who tag you is ...) Irman..i tried to copy ur full name from the blog..not possible..
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...) friend!
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..) short..nonsense..good 3pt shooter..cocky..clever?
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you) nothing memorable i guess
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you) darn.. i dun have any great memories with him
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..) sucide
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) be a "she" not "he"
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...) step on him..u're short rmb ? haha
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...) haha.. im tall !
10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...) finish this thing up
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...) Fantastic fren to be with
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?) disgusted ? hahah
13.(the character you love of yourself are ...) no idea
14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...) think too much
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...) Dirk Nowitzki !
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..) All the best ahead
17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1. Aisyah
2. Arifin
3. Darren
4. Jasper
5. JiaXian
6. Laveen
7. Chris
8. Yun Dan
9. Benjamin(LSCT)
10. Eileen (lolol.. i run out of name la..)

11.(who is no.6 having relationship with?) na~
12.(Is no.9 a male or female?) male..find a girl name benjamin.. i would like to know..haha
13.(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) lolol.. they'll look weird
14.(How about no.8 and 5?) i wont sacrifice my cuz.. haha
15.(What is no.2 studying about?) MBIO ! my classmate leh
16.(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) whao! last week ?
17.(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) clueless.. haha
18.(Does no.1 has any siblings?) Yupz
19.(Will you woo no.3?) im straight
20.(How about no.7?) im still straight
21.(Is no.4 single?) Think so.
22.(What's the surname of no.5?) gosh.. i really dunno my fren well..
23.(What's the hobby of no.4?) SKATE ! CONFIRM COREET
24.(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) they dont know each other
25.(Where is no.2 studying at?) NP
26.(Talk something casually about no.1) she dont bath
27.(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?) insane.. my cuz!~
28.(Where does no.9 live at?) Bishan ? haha
29.(What color does no.4 like?) Pink? unique leh
30.(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) not possible
31.(Does no.7 likes no.2?) think so.. this is getting bored
32.(How do you get to know no.2?) LSCT Camp
33.(Does no.1 have any pets?): haha.. houseflies ?
34.(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)yes!!

kinda dumb.. but anything is better than studying maths!

at 11:22 PM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

hmm.. physiology.. pretty tough.. not easy like wad dr.eddie says.. nonsense la him..

3 section.. each section i got like a few question stuck.. can do.. but cannot score.. hahah.. luckily 20% only...

darn.. why is other ppl class like so bonded one.. chirs class just went to clarke quay today.. how i wish was in their class instead..

at 10:42 PM

haha.. removed the tagbox..the colour doesnt fit and not point having a tagbox too..

life is getting insanely boring.....

my mind is so empty.. i've got nothing about physio in my head right now.. darn..

im so dead..its so early in the morning.. cant sleep in the night.. woke up few hours earlier than i wanted to..

shall update about the paper soon..

i found another thing about basketball which i love.. i makes me FORGET.. every SINGLE thing..and it ROCKS..

at 6:41 AM

Monday, August 06, 2007

alright.. was doing physiology almost the whole afternoon today.. it was boring..

and like chirs says.. the hormones is getting into my nerves making me nervous.. haha.. gonna sleep now.. nth much to post about.. except spending like 20bucks on tibits and dessert this evening.. haha.. need something to much on to study..

tml 630 am.. back to physiology again.. damn.. nerves and hormones better dun come out for tml paper.. i need luck manz.. haha

haiz.. the feeling of o level is kinda like returning.. shouldnt be a tough paper but i just feel so wrong.. like as if im taking o lvl again..

this time round is bored and much lonely.. haha.. coz like chiong alone.. during O level still got idiot and indian man (sometime) to discuss and chiong with me..
but now... all different course.. arhh.. sad sad.. hahaha

at 9:56 PM

Saturday, August 04, 2007

erm.. update from just now.. plan to do physio now.. since got nth betta to do..~

at 10:17 PM

today was damn freaking slack.. only did one hour of physiology... wha lao.. alot to study la..

was reading and watching one litre of tears and watching WCG games today...

manz.. tomolo is full force physiology already... if not sure die..

at 10:17 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007

i finally realise wad does basketball meant to me.. when i was at the CC playing today.. although i was playing with Sam they all.. i realise the feeling is so different.. playing with those SQSS ppl was just much more enjoyable..although they are not as serious..but is the fellowship i have during the ball game which make basketball more interesting for me.. but now.. seems like ppl are not as keen..or perhaps..it's becoz exam are round the corner?

really missed ppl like jia hao in the court who share the same seriousness as me..he may not be a superb teammate.. cocky at times.. but thats him..he's a really good player.. i really miss the basketball moments with him.. hope to see him round in court someday..

great great.. NBA will tip-off 30 oct..with Spurs vs Blazer..Duncan vs Oden.. sure will be a great game to watch.. and during christmas is no longer Shaq and Kobe..their time is over.. haha.. it's now the rookie.. Oden and Durant.. hahah..

another thing i realise is wad that idiot means to me..she is like my "mood changer" haha.. no matter how damn a day can be..how tired am i.. after chatting with her.. no matter is it short or long..i just feels much better.. thanks idiot..so great to know u...no matter wad u think of me.. i treat u as my really rreeaallyy good fren..thanks loads..

at 10:16 PM

Thursday, August 02, 2007

im so damn pissed... with everything

why ppl just cant accept others for who they are?

at 8:47 PM